realizing after 20 years that this brick wall is still standing.

..finding it so hard to let go and just live for once..

the air's thriving with tension...can't sleep.

and i need a q-tip.
ate beefaronis at 2:30,,, feeling like crap

As most things go, everything is a little insane right now.
Work is not going the way I hoped it to.
School sucks as always, but whatever.. i kinda need it.

At least the whole apartment thing is well.
Money isn't really that bad of an issue anymore with my parents helping out.
:)

I still owe tons of people tons of money.